My name is Nikkiღ
I am 19 years old.
I am TAKEN. FOREVER.
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When I was around 9-13 years old... I was E-X-A-C-T-LY 200 pounds, for a wile, I was happy with it too... Until I was verbally abused... People made fun of me, called me fatty, fatso, and obese. I bet you can think of a name I was called it. I even got stuff thrown at me just because they said I was too fat for society. In the beginning Guys never wanted to be my friend or date me because I was obese. They said, "I would make there reputation go down low because how obese I was."
So Instead of being depressed and complaining about it... I had to do something about it... so I thought, "then Society could accept me for me! D." BOY WAS I WRONG. Society loves to abuse attractive people... Now I get COUNTLESS people trying to ruin my perfect relation ship with my wonderful Fiancé who I love more than anything in the world does! Even he said I am his true love and he has proved it. : D this beautify of mine that other people say I have, is a curse to me... Girls try to pretend to be me just to ruin my relationship because they cannot stand seeing us happy together and happily in love wile being flirty ~ flirty! We are M-A-D-E for each other... However, people cannot admit it or stand seeing it... About every person I met is jealous of him...Most of them are just jealous because they just want my looks like the pig of a man/guy they are... No, no, no, NOT all people are the same I PROMISE! (: If you think that way, something is obviously wrong with you. This happens all the time on the web and in real life... It is annoying! I wish it would just all go away and stop and people leave our relationship alone...
Do I think I am attractive? I think I look O.K and normal... The rest is up for you to decide.
I honestly don't care if you talk about my face: D. I just don't like people mentioning my acne... depending how bad it is... some peopling stare at it like they never seen acne before... Other wise... I DO NOT GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT ME! : D *says that proudly.* 98% of kids in my town did not want to be my friends because I was obese... When I left town for vacation or something I got stared at like I wasn't human and I don't belong just because I was un-naturally obese for a 13 year old child.
I knew I was fat but just like damn. Lmfao. Sometimes I wish I were ugly again so I can show people that not being pretty/beautiful etc means everything. Some guys/girls they can only be friends with "beautiful" people because it said it would ruin the reputation. I'm like," what reputation?" Now people only want to be my friend just because I am, "Attractive, etc"; then they do not care and get mad about wanting to know me for me. It is like people now of days only care about looks and do not care about personality. Not all are that way but MOST are! : D. This beauty of mine that people say I have is a curse too me... I hate it honestly. I would rather give it away to an ugly girl in need of this beauty on the outside. I am sick of people trying to ruin my relationship just so they can have a pretty girl and not get to know them and use her. Out of jealousy as well... It is annoying... I am sick of it. Some girls try to ruin it to because they cannot stand us being happy for each other and that we are meant to be... I wish I were ugly on the outside but beautiful on the end like how I use to be. I only want to be attractive to my boyfriend... I am sick of these cruel kids/adults...
I just want people too see me for ME not because you may think I look like a model or a beautiful attractive woman... [I have been told this in person and on the web countless of times.] Looks are NOT everything... There is more too life and people than just looks... End of rant..
If you think or call me lesbian ... Something is wrong with you. You are obviously not happy with your self so you take your anger out on me and or others. Just because a Straight happy girl in a relationship she does not want to ruin; not want to cheat on or flirt with other guys. Wile not too have sex with other guys behind her boyfriends back; Does not make her a lesbian! it means SHE IS R O Y A L AND IN LOVE!!!
Ps. it's all really annoying when people on the web and public call me a lesbian just because my man has long hair.. you blind fuck-tards look at him in the face he OBVIOUSLY looks like a man. Go get a life. Love you all!(:.