Totally down 2 earth non-judgmental, caring..a little too bold & str8 forward,Live this day like it is your Last. Mother, Wife, Woman, Friend, Sister, Daughter,Lover, BITCH...and I have the Masks to prove it ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME!♫
I am sort of what ya call a free spirit thinker. I hate the box, it is too small and the four walls block my views of the bigger picture. I am laid back and mellow @least that’s how I wanna be…Conflict and Chaos are not my friends however they seem to enjoy my company more than I their’s! Complications I see is part of life’s plan for us to gain the knowledge to enjoy the moment and push through it.
My childhood was not all rainbows and cupcakes even though my Mother was a flower child but I respect that I made it through it without hating life and people. I grew up fast and learned the hard way to be thankful you wake up @ all(finally) there were times I didn’t think I would see tomorrow because yesterday knocked me on my ass a few million times I lost count, But I am a strong believer that whatever doesn’t kill ya makes ya strong…and I am proof….I am a FIGHTER! I have major trust issue, due to my parent being the first people in my life to fuck me over! the ones you think should keep you safe turn out to be the ones that put you in harms way!
But it is what it is. It has made me who I am now....
I like to see myself as an artist, I love to escape in the complexity of oil on canvas and whatever is in my minds eye…let it flow from my heart and soul through my paint brush to the canvas and create something within so the world can see. I love to paint, it has over the years been my self therapy guild to my coping skills of life challenges of living! I love to paint with oil because of this complex sort of view I have of life, there is no right or wrong way of doing it as long as your doing it, add as much as you wish or even less as long as it is done with a passionate heart and that’s how I live my life, with passion!
I am a mother, raising my daughter has been my greatest masterpiece I could possible have done, she is what I call a mini me…haha with more attitude thank you very much J I like to think I am teaching her the value of living life to the fullest and her friends will agree that Priscilla is never boring or dull, she has a colorful personality, She has a voice and opinion and isn’t afraid to let herself be heard…I am sure she’ll thank me later for this …cause I drilled this into her since she started walking and talking…hehe. I have made sure to tell her everyday that I love her, very proud to call her daughter and believe she can reach the stars if that is her desire!
I have met a few wonderful and great people through out my life and I am so thankful to call them my family.. They have only improved my life and I hope I have gave them that feeling back.
I believe that attitude is everything, first appearance sets the stage and a good personality makes ya unforgettable. And Knowledge is power if your wise enough to use it correctly.
"I'm Selfish, Impatient, And A Little Insecure. I Make Mistakes, I Am Out of Control, And At Times Hard To Handle, But If You Can't Handle Me At My Worst Then You Sure As Hell Don't Deserve Me At My Best"
"Love me or leave me alone."
Im greedy and always want what I cannot possibly have...Always wanting more....I am STUBBORN, weak at time, selfish, greedy, needy, a bitch! and insecure but try to hide it...I need reassurance, I need love,understanding, support...someone who lifts me up when I am at my lowest, hold my hand and walk beside me, dont stand behind me pushing me, I like to take baby steps, I prefer to dip my toes in to test the waters before I am ready to jump in...I leave nothing to chance....Im scared to risk the unknown...
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
"I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love."
"The nicest thing for me is sleep, then at least I can dream."
"If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything."
"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."-Marilyn Monroe
In High School most would know me as Laylonna McAnelly....I am looking for my Columbus East Class of "92" friends...ADD ME!